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My Military Service After Sixteen Months
From the beginning of my military service every two months I’ve given a status of the service and things around it in my life.
Today I finished the 16th months and started the 15 and it means that I’m close to the end and only four months are remained!
The status is almost similar to the last time that I gave it except that weather is getting warmer and this is very annoying for me (you would know this from my past posts)!
But at the military office, things are getting better smoothly and I’m going to take off for the end. With a simple calculation I found that less than 70 working days are remained and you may think that I need to start counting down for it but no! In my mind whole this military service was a a big failure in my life that has affected everything and I’m not a guy to be happy for ending a failure. No one is happy for ending a failure!
However, as you saw (here and here), I’ve been wrestling with bigger problems in my personal and professional life recently and they stop me from thinking much about service! Believe it or not, those difficulties are still challenging me and they make my biggest concerns. I never been in such a bad position in my life and I’m living in an unstable situation. Mentally I’m affected and I feel that I’m getting nervous and want to challenge everything that I see!
After all, I have only one choice and that choice is passing these 4-5 months to see what will happen when I finished the service! The end point of this service was something that I’ve been hoping for, trying for and imagining for in the past few years and persisted against everything to taste it! So you agree that this is going to be the most sensitive point of my life that is recently challenged seriously!
Anyway, I don’t want to bother you with this stuff since they’re not changeable in the meantime neither by you nor by myself but I can ask you to pray for my future. After all my hard tries and after doing my best to make a better future, I’m just in a position to pray for my future and leave it to skies!
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